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2010-11-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISA!
I LOVE YOU,HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR AWESOME DAY WITH ALL THE CUTE PRESENTS + BALLOONS!

LOVES(Y)

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on a side note

Os IS OVERRRRRRRRRRR!

hahahahas,had already plan what to do every single day already! posting the rest of the photos on my livejournal.heeeeee

HAHA
hahah
hahahaha.

extreme happiness. dang, cannot be bothered with my results now!

EVERYBODY, ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS!!!!

is like Os is over,hahahahs!

2010-11-03T20:57:00.001-07:00

mehhhs, miss me?
am left with last week of Os before i officially get my freeeeeedoooooooom:> weeeeee~

anw,shall update my blog with a bit of photos that i took the week before my Os(:

Cute romper from Vivo.

Ahhhhh,this shoe is super cute(ribbons=heart melts) + is super cheap.dirt cheap.

if i never guess wrong, is on a sunday, cos i went to the evening mass before having dinner(:

Brought Breeze(is a butterfly!not a bear lor!) out with me!

Tried out my tripod after i reached home.Look at Breeze,so cute right!!! is my companion during my mugging for Os.

blehs,my mugging have not end yet but the 4 days break is making me vvvvvv slack. and i am losing the motivation to study.><
spend the whole of ytd and today on com,looking for cute stuffs^^

this was another day of church. it was on my birthday and my church 'bdae' too. so there was a bazaar? hmmmmm~~ went there to eat(i like the food:>) and help out(:

was dressed in a dress from Pull&Bear. I thought it was cute 0:>

My sister's stall. Look at the no. of OPI nail polish!! faints okkiees.anyway,the nail polishes belong to my a friend of my sis.and the above nail polishes is only....1/4 of her collection.madness.

am never a fan of nail polishes:/ maybe next time?(:

Henna Art done by Jacintha. Sooo prettayee rightt? i wanted to do, but there was school the following day. shucks.

shall end it with a photo of my pretty sister! jjjang~ (: i tot the 'specs' look cute! it will glow like a light stick lehs!!!

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Anyway, i have resite my blog to livejournal. Try searching for me(Y) will blog permanently there after my Os.

Mehhhh,let me shift the topic to my Os.
I will not say the paper so far is hard till i want to commit sucide, nor wil i say is soooo easy peasy that i close my eyes also can do. i am praying hard that i will not get more than 15 for my L1B5. i know many are aiming for 10 and below...i wish i could. and i wish that i have the luck just like i had during my prelims cos i swear my prelim L1B5 ;10pts is largely due to luck:(

if you follow me enough on facebook or twitter...blehs, you will know i blank out alot during my Os. a nonono lehs. sooo,yeap.though still very upset by myself...but is already over.

& I CANNOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK TO PASS! WEEEE

tooodlesss! will blog at my new blog after my Os liaoxzxz

2010-10-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

hello humans,

I have graduated from Fuhua Secondary on 8th October, and therefore, i am currently school-less now. Am waiting for Ngee Ann Poly to take me in.

Ok,thats a dream. But i really want to go to NP,like SRSLYYY!
The fact that i am so determined to get into Poly is because i think i totally cannot handle stress. like duh. or rather, i hate and do not want to take another major national exam after O levels.even though part of me would like to go jc..but, no, i still want poly. anyway, the reason that i just type out is just a stupid factor. there are more and uhm,solid reasons why i want go Poly. Sooo, NP, WAIT FOR ME.

Thank You Fuhua for the past 4 years. I certainly did not regret choosing Fuhua as my secondary school. It have been my so called Dream school since p4 and i always thought i cannot get into it cos i am so stupid. But i am so glad i made it into Fh. Cos if i had never choosen FH, i will never get to expierience so many wonderful stuffs.

In fuhua, though we largely uses propaganda,wait, not rlly us but our P : best sec school in the west..
In fuhua, though we got funny and crazy timetables...
In fuhua, though we have ugly PE shorts....really ugly though is Red..
In fuhua, though we have a fish pond that you can hardly find any fish but just green murky water..
In fuhua, though we are such *ahem* ~~budget~~green school...
In fuhua, though we have "fantastic" school facilities...

but, it makes fuhua unique.

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Through this 4 years, i have my fair share of ups and downs.

I had gone through the crazy days in my secondary 1 where i totally feel so insecure with myself,the year that i became like a siao kia and just went to school for the sake of attendance.hahas, also the year that i am trying to act cute/chio/lianxzxz wdever you name it k. sec 1 was the most unstable year.

secondary 2 was the half havoc and half serious year.ok,not exactly serious, but feeling more secured with myself.still trying to step one chio during the start of the year.BUT, i stop dng those crazy things towards the 2nd half of the year, cos is streaming year.(Y) am glad that i got into the subject combination that i always wanted...except that there is NO BIOLOGY :(

secondary 3 & 4, i was once thrown again into a new class with new faces. but this time round, i handled my insecurities and emotions much more better. plus, i have great friends supporting me...i have superb friends during my sec 1 and sec 2 days too la, but that 2 years ,i am too busy trying to be some big shot or whatever,idk. secondary 3 was like the super down point of my life, shall not elaborate cos most of them know(Y). it was also the year that i am promoted in my CCA,like duh,cos everyone also-.- but i am quite surprise at my position, cos i always thought i will be uh..some -.- rank. teehee. secondary 4, i have a greater understanding to my class...and i love every single one of them! muahahas. guys too. 4E1<3

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on the graduation day, i am filled with emotions. i do not know how to blog such feelings down, cos what i am feeling on that day was weird. i am excited but yet i am dreading for it. i am sad but yet i am happy that is gng to be over.i know i make no sense,as always :< but what i just really want to say is that, Time passes really fast and i cannot believe that i have graduated from this school. i know i will miss fuhua, i will miss the canteen + the irritating cat, i will miss the smelly toilet, i will miss the huge 4E1 classroom, i will miss sitting down in the parade square and laughing at P's pronuciation, i will miss the crazy 1h of reading period in the bloody school hall, i will miss the silence during the national anthem + school song.

i will miss Ms Tan spamming maths worksheets to us.
i will miss Mdm Jiang always going on and on on a compo qn,but everyone still in the zz mode.
i will miss Ms Chan content-filling lesson and her sudden BOOOOOOMing voice.
i will miss Ms Cheong and her dinosaurs,lame + sarcastic jokes, her crazy outfits.
i will miss Mr Lee's -DANGEROUSSSS!- and his funny yellow jokes :o
i will miss Mr Tan Airrr level syllabus + his chihuahua + his 50$ allowance
i will miss Mrs Tai niceness and perfect pronuciation.

my class sitting together in the classroom and listening to the teachers' chanting.

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i feel so emo nemo elmo after typing this out. i know this post very messy...cos i am feeling very >< as i typed:(

2010-10-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

thank you<3

guess where i went this morning<3

Breakie for today,it was awesomeeee, i want i want i want NOWXZXZX.

lunch + dinner, had mee sua + ice jelly + mango shake w pearls(Y) awesome to the max!

ps;i eat till i forgot to take picture of the super duper cute cupcakes(x

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anw, i gave the wrong grades for my prelims. feel so stupid that i can even forget my prelim grades:(

+

i have found a better site to locate my blog.cos i dont like blogger for changing my picture size. and i have to resize one by one):

lastly,thanks for the awesome company today<3

2010-09-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

omg, today was unproductive.

drank Koi and ate cakes. slack at the study room with YQ like-.-
and under my wonderful sis influence, i am watching Playful Kiss and Nv Ren Wo Zui Da:c
i am feeling like...Os is already over.

wanted to start writing letters,but i have zero inspiration. and i do not know what pen to use, >:(

out whole day tomorrow with YQ,hee. sweet 16 is cmg<3

2010-09-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

5 days of school, 3 days of MC.
attended school on monday and friday,like wth.

today was slack, slack till i got no words to describe. or maybe my heart just wasn't with me throughout.school was boring , but after school was superb(:

had Thai Express with YQ for lunch, i am super happpyyyyyy, VERY happy.
happy that i finally get to eat spicy food:D have been eating porridge for like hm, the past few days?:( so was really happy that YQ allow me to have spicy food, since doctor strictly dont allow..but wdever.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL after my meal:D
mine was curried soft shell crab rice + tom yum prawn soup. all spicy,super shiok. but the portion was way too big...was so full that i skipped my dinner.

walk arnd Jp cos need to digest mah, plus is Friday = no studying <3
bought pretty letters to write for people on graduation + super cute (x 234567890) hair accessories + some other stupid (but definately chio) items. in summary, i love all the things i got today (Y)

ok, i am bored while waiting for YQ to call me.

ohya, i got back all my prelime results and i think they are super bad...like very very bad. my L1B5 over 10,wtffffffff.

english ; C5
h.chinese ; B4 or B3?
amaths : A2
emaths : A1
chem : A2
phy : A2
geog : B4
c.human : B3

wts.....am very upset over by all the results. srsly, is cmi for Os. but i really lack the motivation to study...

anyway, smth happen that really angered me today. i srsly have no idea why some people dont dare to approach me to ask me if there is any pb and have to ask other people abt what had happen. i really dont feel like saying but WHERE THE F IS YOUR BALLS? ok,sounds crude...but i really cannot help it already.
Is either you jolly well come forward and ask me to clear up, IF NOT, just SHUT YOUR MOUTH and stop spreading some nonsensical stuffs then act like nothing happen and be mr/miss nice.
cos i am totally , TOTALLY disgusted.

Koi Koi

2010-09-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

Koi, <>

Someday before the actual prelims,super nice guy got me bbt from Koi. Have been wanting to try it all this while but no time to go all the way down to buy it...so,yea:D thanks.

Thank you so much lehs(:

I am so in love with it, especially the pearls. it was super chewy, ahhh~ am craving for it now as i typed ^o^

But i only drank like 20% of it? Cos it was way too huge for me:x

Need to learn how to use my camera, is way too professional for me nowxzxz. Cannot wait for the Os to end.

Anyway,Prelims are over and i feel ...screwed? I think i going to do badly for all subjects,but wdever. I think i deserve a good break after the hectic studying? Though i have to admit i slept more than i study la..........

ps; be strong,cos i am so not used to seeing you so weak:d kinda scary you know? so faster recover,xoxo

why?

2010-09-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

this is so scary..
i hope everything is ok. i am apologetic for my moodiness today, but i really cannot help it with what is happening .

life..
scary?amazing?fragile?unexpectable?

i am unable to blog out my thoughts, everything is so personal.
i do not know who are reading and whether do i want them to know so much of what is happening in my life now.

all i hope and want now is for cousinG to win her battle...
please fight, dont lose your grip no matter how tough it is. we will be here to give you the every support you need. just win the battle, for you and your family and everybody that love you..
i'll be praying hard..

2010-09-11T02:14:00.001-07:00

2010-09-07T18:42:00.000-07:00

i am thinking...

no, i've already decided.

will reveal it soon(:

2010-09-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

woke up this morning...jjjangggg,my period is here! i am so happy...for that few seconds and i went back to the sian mood.

anyway, my birthday is here soon,ok, not exactly soon...but i already know what i want ( 'u' )

oh yes, from now till the end of 2010...

I AM NOT GOING TO CUT MY HAIR!

i am serious ok. i shall try to let my hair grow long till i cannot take it. even if during this period i am irritated by the hair, i will not cut my hair and resists the temptation of entering a salon. i promise!

teeeeheee, i dont know what am i typing,just feeling abit high:D

2010-09-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

wah,i damn like this photo.

itzzzyyyyyyyy <3

my Human geog file (only)

<3 my f21 hairbanddddd, in my cute pjs(:

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emaths paper 1 was vvv bad,
history was not that good either.

on the phone now with YQ, (:
is the september holidays now<333

2010-09-01T05:40:00.001-07:00

There is a video of what 4E1 did on the day of teacher's day for ms tan!

MUST WATCH K?!

2010-08-31T05:11:00.000-07:00

class photos

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free hugs for girls <3
(hi-5s for guys,we joined in too!)

flipping through the scrapbook

drewn by Ben Lee for Ms Tan. Looks pretty?(:

a pose suggested by ms tan

As said,teacher's day was awesome this year. Awesome was actually not enough to describe the whole thing. Kinda sad that there isn't any photos on the part where we sang Cai Hong and Don't Stop Doing Maths(singing to the tune of Don't Stop Believing),but still,everything was so fun! I was enjoying myself throughout despite the flu and bad throat.

And the bonus was that we won the Bronze award for the sash design - ms marvellous

4E1, <3

2010-08-31T04:36:00.000-07:00

jjjang jjjanggg~ abit act cute, sorry la! havent save the photos from teacher's day. Bear with my face first okayyys?

smile~~~

Need to find more Jap mag, i am kinda addicted to them now. wrong time i know.but they are so hard to resists):

2010-08-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

mochi from uncle.

currently my favouriteee chocolate<3

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teacher's day was awesome.
4E1 really surprise me every single time, i love them despite disliking someeeeee people.
still,

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

2010-08-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

some shots taken with my new cam

really dont like how blogger change the quality of the photos): need to find a better way to show the quality of the photos.

photography lesson on sunday(: am excited!

nights people <3

lucky girl

2010-08-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

lovely presents from daddy; dslr and j.c perfume.

thank you(:

2010-08-28T06:46:00.001-07:00

since i am sick...i decided to give myself another day of rest.

drinking some tea now,and since it is quite bland,i ate a teaspoon of sugar,hope that it soothe my throat ehs! sugar will not make the tea loses its effects right?(:

shall watch GG3 to give myself a break!

2010-08-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

read VIVI and Cosmo for the whole of yesterday after my first day of prelims.
spent my day eating today,shall start on my rev for history later.

having bad sorethroat from all the greasy food that i ate, sucks major time. the bad sorethroat is giving me a bad bad bad mood.

going to get a camera tomorrow,since i 'happily' lose my previous one.

2010-08-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

It took me quite some time to decide on whether to post this entry.

In any case,this post was not meant to make you feel offended, it was up here cos i am lazy to write a letter to you which was what i planned to do when i told x.

As your friend, i cannot help but feel that i am just a subsituition for (a).i am not the only that feel that.
Maybe you should reflect on yourself sometimes before commenting on others,or maybe, think of what other is going through before shooting unkind words out of your mouth.
Sometimes when i keep quiet,it does not mean i am ok with your actions,i just cannot be bothered to tell you your actions are....

You labelled people as your friends ...but do you even trust them?or have you ever stop talking behind thier backs?

2010-08-16T15:54:00.001-07:00

2010-08-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

2010-08-08T05:50:00.000-07:00

OMG!
I cannot take it.
I feel like laughing and crying at the same time after reading SOMEONE'S blog.
Seriously, can someone please tell HER (obviously is a her la) that she is being fooled? FOOLED BADLY?

my gosh, i cannot believe she even dare to post that paragraph up. I really cannot hide my opinion towards her anymore.

SHE is a very hot topic for me (k la,i admit i gossip alot ,especially with my gossip partner), and somewhere, some part of me tells me that she loves to be the center of attraction. C'mon la, i am not the only one that thinks that you are trying to get hold of that little attention. But you are trying too hard lor!

REAL& HONEST people will judge you(:

Of course i have my reasons that i dont like you, apart from the fact that you are so AA.

AH, cannot take it, i must call someone up to talk-.-

2010-08-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

I am...

SO BLOODY TEMPTED TO SKIP SCHOOL TML!

cos i havent most of my homework..and beside that. I really want to stay at home, is more productive.

maybe i should ask my mommy to let me photocopy her physiotherapy(idk how to spell-.-) appt to show Ms Tan that i really am accompanying my mommy to hospital....

arghhhh): school is getting...

2010-08-01T06:54:00.001-07:00

Someone have to tell me that my Os is less than 100days aways!!!

Baking

2010-07-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

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Try out baking today, for the first time in my 16yrs of life.
It turns out to be decent ok, the cupcakes rise till quite pretty.But i act pro, go add those noob icing,and it turns out to be ugly.
It taste nice ok!uh,cos is pre mixed,just need to add egg+milk+soft butter and mix.

Anw,i concluded something after today baking.I dont mind stepping into the kitchen to bake...but i hate cleaning,ALOT! hahas,all thanks to my wonerful Nai nai(: She offered to help me wash and clean up the mess(: Teeheeeeeee.

<3 i have quite abit of fun today;
- yummy + hearty breakfast @ Delifrance
- fruits shopping with lovely Mommy @ Ntuc.
- fun time mixing the ingrediants of the cupcakes and the whipped cream.

tired though!

racial harmony '10

2010-07-25T05:58:00.001-07:00

awesome + fantastic 4E1'10.
we look colourful<3

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NFC<3
more than half of the class! -ha!-

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Heading for PE.

Family photo(insert Aishah's face:X)

Felicia. She is only taller than me by...0.1 cm? HAHA!

Yifang(: Teehee.

Nisa:D

Qiaofen,ahhhh,long time nv take photo with her alr(:

Jeslyn, no idea what is she trying to do:o

Tadah.thats what we did for out PE.

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as for recess...

my first father:haziq.

Trying to mimick my actions.

after english lesson, my face so big:(

darren

twisssttttt!

disgustingly purple(:

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Racial Harmony was splendid, everyone(ok,almost all :>) was dressed in traditional costumes. Borrowed mine from Aishah, but she was too sick to come school,hope she is well to come tomorrow<3 And i hope that classmates who are sick will get well soon(:

I was super hyped up over Racial Harmony this year, i have no idea why.Maybe it means a slack day after weeks of long lessons. Or maybe because it is my last year in Fuhua. Nevertheless, i enjoyed myself very much.

Thank You 4e1'10 for the nice memories,we all look great(ok,i cannot carry the pretty costume well...) in our costumes even though the weather and the costumes are killing us.

So...next up : NATIONAL DAY <3!

mrs.cristiano ronaldo

2010-07-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

<3

Go on a date....

But she saw cristiano ronaldo...

and she abandon the mao.

to make up to mao,she gave the mao a peck on the forehead.

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hahas,very self entertain with my 'pets'. ok, im lazy to touch my homework.

2010-07-23T05:03:00.000-07:00

some polaroids taken during Racial Harmony Day.

Today was awesome. Shall elaborate more after Yifang and Jeslynn upload the photos into facebook.

4E1 is simply,truly fantastic-aaaaaaaaaa <3

2010-07-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Skip school today...
cos i could not make myself wake up and mommy allow.

and since miss tan dont accept my parent letter...for some reason from last year. i have to see doctor..even though i am not sick. the medical cert is not cheap lor, considering the fact that i am not sick and went to buy medicine-.-

ok, i feel stupid today.

went to visit mommy @ Mount Alvernia after her operation(:

2010-07-18T08:31:00.001-07:00

Deleted my facebook account...for a simple reason, just dont feel safe(:

2010-07-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

<3

heeee! polaroids taken when i went to aishah's house :D thanks sister for lending me the traditional costumes?!!!!<3

see the cute cat? they(inc my rabbit-i lose it-.-) have been making frequent appearance on my twitter. heee~

2010-07-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

dinner with family @ ECP for chili crab.super duper full. walk arnd ecp after dinner!

saw a hot ang moh, and my sis was like: eh, your favourite!

Lols.

bet on spain,2-1. better be right eh? shall drink coffee to keep me awake till 4 tonight <3

off to do my emaths tys p2(:

2010-07-09T04:31:00.000-07:00

I woke up @ 2.30 for the semi-finals.
Freaking proud of myself ok! less than 8h of sleep lor, and surviving well in school:p and super thanks lots to friends that spam call me and wake me up at 2.30 ehs! You people are much loves!

Going, no wait, is die must watch the finals! I hope SPAIN will win ok! pinning my hopes on them.

Netherlands cannot win,if netherlands win......i will mourn and grieve for 1 week and wear white and black ok!

NETHERLANDS CANNOT WIN!!!!!!

On a side note, i slept for 11h yesterday, feeling like a...hm, Pro! totally slept while revising for my Physics Light. Was in sub-consicious mode when i replied to YanQin's message. HAHAHAHA. SORRRRYYYYYY! -cute smile-

2010-07-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

today and tomorrow (2.30 am) is WC semi-finals.

am seriously going to wake up at 2.30 to catch the 90 minute game then start to prepare for school...eg: doing hw!

just days before,i questioned myself the purpose of watching world cup cos both countries(Brazil and Argentina) that i support were eliminated. ok, am still grieving over the fact that they cannot meet each other in the Finals.

anyway, i found a new purpose yesterday night....which is:

i want to see netherlands and germany get into the finals, then let germany win the title. cos netherlands should not come so far! even though argentina got trashed by germany so badly,0-4...but, i rather germany win lor.

lets keep our fingers cross k:D

on a last note;

HAPPY SWEET 16 AIZHEN AND JIESI (:

2010-07-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

be back after Os.

to those taking MT oral, all the best!

<3

west coast park(1)

2010-06-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

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meet the driver(:

playing with the camera at the back of the car

cousin jacquelin

a group photo is a must,especially once we reach the destination!

hungry hungry hungry! (:

climbing...

finally @ the top!!!!!
look damn

ah crap, just let the pictures do the talking k.

unglam...but wdever k!

cont with the rest tml:D

2010-06-07T21:24:00.000-07:00

hello people,
this is me wearing my super duper cute pri school uniform that i adore it so much cos it looks like sailormoon dress,and the cute white carebear that im carrying is my sleeping companion.

im enjoying my holidays with maths and geography worksheets.they make my day pass so fast,i love them so much. but i cannot wait to abandon them.

so, enjoy your wonderful holidays too. will be back to this space soon.

xoxo

2010-05-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

Earthquake.
Cute Bookmarks.

Sorry for the lousy quality photo lar, my BB even though is super nice to use....but the camera is like super noob lar! ><

xox.

2010-04-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

Will be back to this space after Mid Year.

All the best, Os is still the MOST important!

xx.

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want to go to so manyyyy places after Os.Eeks

Wishes..

2010-04-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday !!!!

Sweden
stay lame always to entertain me!

Felicia;
be nice and cute like me la, ok?!We are about the same height still(:

(advanced)
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Happy sweet 16! I remember you guys birthday ok,nice right!! So must remember mine too ah(:
All the best for this year!

xoxo

Mystery box

2010-04-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

Gummies from Vivo. V well-like by my class!

Palm Sunday. The lesson was focusing on Love. And this was the meaning that i love the most(:

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April's Fool

Trick our lovely teachers. The other side of 4E1(: nice.

Had my 2.4,15mins. Pass(: No more beep test for me!

2010-03-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

<3
Sorry..i know i look tired>< Dear sister(:

Aiyaaaaaa, retarded la. But then.... NEVERMIND la><

Fave.

I like this, cute right?!

@ e cinema(:

So cute! I want one too:D

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Remember Me with Aishah(:

Nautical.

2010-03-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

Fab table partner-Sijia

V open mother(geez)-Jeslynn

Aishah(: Ms tan say we look alike, LOL!

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Nothing gonna change my love for you (:
V sweet!

2010-03-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

Dylan(: Cute ttm lehs.

Chocolate, given by my very very very nice table partner; Sijia

Hm.... this is not taken by me:/

Cute earpiece that my sis got for me. it resembles so much like a sweet that i am quite tempted to eat it lor!

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Updating now cos i got a stalker that likes to read my blog. TSK! Better feel honoured lehs(:

ilovethesun.

2010-03-05T21:16:00.000-08:00

Better say the card is nice, cos is done by me-.-
Aglin!!!

Ivan. He is in NS now! Poor him,weather is so >< these days.

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Reunion Dinner with maternal side. Geez, i know it happen pretty long ago:/

Church

2010-02-23T04:59:00.000-08:00

Went Church on Sunday.

Youth ministry booth.Cool harhs?(:

With Valeska. We were v v v bored during lesson even though we are the facilitator?

With my pri school friend~~~ Cute harhs!!!

Jason!!! Omg, i am so going to miss you like crap when you go for your NS la. Imagine not seeing you for 2 weeks when i go for church, eeks. & you look cute with the hair la, no worries k!(: xox

CUTE NOT, will vibrate when i pull the leg of spongebob de lehs!

take a break from CNY photos(:

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Breakfast w Valeska
Lesson
Mass (after mass, there is this guy call Russel, he totally own me when come to spamming messages.my kuku LG phone almost hang-.-)

Was called abnormal by Alvin during Mass,wl. He still owes me smth(:

Anw.Im comfortable with where im now.

This is just not the end, yet.

2010-02-19T23:45:00.000-08:00

I've found myself a new space for my own thoughts.cos the idea of people talking about you behind your back is not something you want.

soniachloe.bs will be a space for photos and quotes.

you can try asking me where the space is..

A thousand miles.

2010-02-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

Nisa(:

1st Gen
2nd Generation (w/o aishah nd sweden)

(:

Jumpshot- awesome.

Ben Lee, Haziq,Jordan, Ian, ZhiYaoLOL

Nisa, Me, YiFang( ignore zy)

Felicia, Brendan,Sweden, YifangThey are so happy(hmm) to receive my V day card. Aiyo, shy mann

Jeslynn, Me, Nisa
Hahahahahhahahas.( to be cont..)---------

2010-02-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

lols, i like this-.-

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should i skip scouts tml:/

you'll nv know how true everything are.

2010-02-17T01:16:00.000-08:00

if i were to rate today, it will be 2/10.
it would have been 0/10 if there is no free period for the first half of the day.
today just sucks.

urgent.

2010-02-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

Impt decision:

decent camera(not dslr) or blackberry?

using my angpows. cos i doubt my father is willing to sponsor me a blackberry even though he win some $$ after all the gamblings): eeeks, but my phone is really in a bad shape, like seriously. f the touchscreen!

is too early.

2010-02-15T18:49:00.000-08:00

CNY DAY (1)

i wore a dress on the first day, and i feel very very restricted with my movements and everything:(

first stop : granny's house.

dylan giving oranges(mini ones) to my dad @ nai's house.

ruben trying to touch the camera.. he was fascinated by the lens? cute.

3rd stop: Uncle Ken 's house ( @ east coast)

Ruben sitting on the majong(?) table, aiyo, his shirt cuter than mine sia!

Sis and Cousin JacQ babysitting him(:

Aglin & Caitlin

Cousin Gladys.Pls ignore my face la):

Cousin Ivan - Going to NS soon!! Hahas, please bring back stories k!(:

Aglin. My all time fave cousin, hahas!

act cool only. keep messaging to some girls. Tsk!

lunch was buffet(:

accompanied Dylan to the playground.. heeee, i got fat legs. nvm nvm. I think im deprived of childhood..sometimes(:

dylan.

lastly for photos of CNY day 1 is a f. face of me:D HAPPY CNY(: miss me till the next post!

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lots of photos for cny's eve k! tooo many that im lazy to upload. budden will still la, some(:

shall really start to study for my Os, 9/8(wtf) months to go and i will be flying:D yes!

gimme 3 red roses(:

2010-02-14T02:02:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year - valentines day

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some photos of cny eve

NFC.

ang pows given by jeslynn and nisa. Tsk, why do i have this retarded look on me-.-

@ granny's house - Ivan's masterpiece: sex timetable for Ryan!

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& cny(d1)

Ruben w my cute carebear(:

w caitlin.

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will upload a few by few(: 'm very very very full now, tsk.

watching 14 blades w family tomorrow,why not valentines day?:/ i want to watch that movies lehs):

sweet ttm.

2010-02-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

carebear from tjh(my husband!!!! lol lol lol)

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sweet not, very sweet i know. posted the cuteeee(x infinity) white care bear to make you all jealous-.- Lol.srsly love the white care bear, so cute la(:

NFC reunion breakfast @ swensens today. damn fun, waiting for everybody to upload the MASSIVE photos into fb. especially JESLYNN's! took freaking lots of photos with different camera and zhiyao brought a super cool type of film camera. i like~~~~ tempting me to get one for myself also.

oh yes, thanks NISA, i love your rose, sweet ttm. and i know i very sweet to you la, world no1 best gm lehs:)

Ang pow?(:

2010-02-12T04:08:00.000-08:00

cousins from the paternal side.

Unable to list out their names, cos i don know how to spell their names..

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Speech Day, Cny + TDD celebration.
and the most awesome part about the concert got to be the lion dance which was like the best compare to the previous few years , my opinion la.so much to say about today but i am running out of time, got to do v day cards for nice people.Hahas.

collected my dress after the celebration ends,and tjh is an awesome friend. LOL.

NFC breakfast tml @ jp, cant wait! haziq's family - pink dresscode = cute.

2010-02-11T06:41:00.000-08:00

Posting via my mom's hp;

Mom ask me to leave school @ 1 to go orchard, lols
doze off during the journey to orchard, freaking long.
shop @ raffles city & marina sq
went to swissotel and rest, bed is super comfy. almost dozed off again if dylan did not jump on the bed.

feel like a pig today, keep wanting to sleep. was very happy that i can leave school early and no need to endure another hr of lesson though.

shopping was nice, but it will be better if my bank have more $. is damn low now..

Got an urge to skip school tomorrow also, since i've not finish ms tan's hw. but is not good to owe things before cny right:/ & i seriously dont understand, why the hell do i need to attend the speech day, is very irritating to know that others can report @ 10, but we've to report @ 8.

2010-02-06T05:56:00.000-08:00

Irritated face
Found a 'toy' which is my marker..
Took out his favourite colour - pink.

And.. He mess up my room within a few minutes!I got cute bed :D

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Just came back from Reunion lunch @ Bottle Tree Village. Very tired, have to complete my hw tday, is untouch! :/

You cannot measure happiness.

2010-02-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

I never felt so happy ever since that day.

Running makes me feel better, Shopping makes me feel MEGA better!

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IS WEEKENDS!

" JP - Ion - FEP - S313 "

SHOPPING WAS VERY SATISFYING TDAY.&

i finally went to do smth to my freaking horrendous eyebrow today.

CNY shopping with les-Jeslynn, who claims that she is very cute! Ahem, ok la, cute friend make cute people as their friend, LIKE ME:D HAHAHAS. Even though throughout the shopping trip she keep saying that she is cute....budden, she is a good shopping buddy(:

Tried the KFC eggtart, and IT WAS HEAVENLY LAAAA! I am so going to eat it again tomorrow after my reunion lunch with my paternal side!! Cant wait.

I SAW MARYJO @ JP CTN ON TODAY!!!

Ok, im kinda happy to see her since i did not see her since 6th december lahs!!! Omg.

Went to Sephora @ Ion today, eeeks, i prefer going to the Vivo one:( Cos the person that serve me was abit fierce which freaks me out-.- But nevertheless, i got what i want and collected the gift.

Got to head down to FEP next week again to collect my dress:) I cant wait, cos the dress is simply so prettayeeeee and the sales girls are very sweet!

Ps. No photos cos we were too busy shopping that we cant be bothered with taking photos!

PPS. Valeska, See you soon ok! Dont get too upset by x!

Simple and sweet.

2010-02-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

Happiness.
For once I can smile without knowing something is eating me up inside. I have broken away from your hold. Your girlfriend helped that. Which is weird. But, I realize I’m happy. My friends care about me. I have a good life. I can give my heart out freely and not be as afraid of being hurt. Because I am free willed. I am happy. I have sisters in my life, even though we’re not blood. But it feels like it. I have goals for myself, and it doesn’t involve you. I want these goals for myself. Not for anyone else. I’m happy, and that’s all that matters.

-moonlight romance

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& I found mine too.

And you go down, and you go down down.

2010-02-04T02:39:00.000-08:00

Superteennnn. I look very tiredddddd!!!Hahas.

Kristie, Aishah, Me,ZhiYao, Azhar

They kept me awake during superteen! Especially Aishah and ZhiYao( keep saying he very shuai and got high self esteem!!!TSK) who sat next to me.

IM CARRYING RUBEN!

And he dint cry = AMAZING!!!! :D

Dylan and Ruben.

They are mix, thats why they look abit ang moh-ish.

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Going to sleep very early tnight.

Slept during my eng test. I even dreamt la. Super duper tiring.

Did some running these day, and im so proud of myself that i ran 4 rounds around my condo estate today la. I think is cos i saw a very cute ang moh running also = motivation! Hahas. there was this security guard, very cute. He keep say jia you to me whenever i run pass the back gate. HAHAHAS. Cute luhs.

Libra

2010-02-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

"This is a difficult time period when unexpected demands and responsibilities arise. It seems as if every weak link in your life decides to break now! New obligations are likely to arise both in your personal life and your work. "

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damn true, i swear.

I dream of everything, sweet to bitter.

2010-02-03T05:27:00.000-08:00

I need to start to get serious on my work, so dear 4E1, please motivate me:/
Sweet class.

Dont intend to attend prom. I know you dont expect the no coming out from me. I am not anti social. I love my school mates, esp classmates(: I also know that is ONCE in a lifetime(quoting from various of people who ask me why). Prom was something i look forward to since sec 2, but things started to change when i reach sec 3, then sec 4, decision almost make.

A lil of here and there.

2010-02-02T05:49:00.000-08:00

Freaking tired like $%^&;*(

Shall seriously catch up my sleep quick. Sleeping at 12 am plus everyday is seriously draining my energy. Am glad that school is pretty slack today except for the fact that i got to stay till 5 for chem remedial( even though thr is NO teacher), but the trip to jurong point with Jeslynn for a quick mini shopping make up for it.

And i seriously feel very detached from Jurong point, cos i realised that there is Carls Jr , MITJU, and also, JOHN LITTLE. Ok, i know john little always EXISTED in JP, but I seriously swear i dint know that theres a escalator in the shop itself.Shiatttxxzxz. And, omg, mitju mitju:D No more going to Central( the only place i know that have mitju, i know, pathetic lahs. Sh)!!! Happppy like crap y'knw.

Idk what to wear for this year CNY, got an urge to wear tshirt and shorts w flip flops. CNY clothes hunting with J this saturday, I. CANT. WAIT!

The mirror.

2010-01-30T23:53:00.000-08:00

Back from Superteen.

I cannot say that im truly motivated to the extent that i just want to stick myself to a stack of textbooks, etc.

But i know that i want to do well for my Os and get into NP.

Superteen was fun and everything was ok, except that i was seriously drain out and there was hiccups here and there:/ The jokes and trainers were funny, and yea, dirty. But i get the jokes well(still innocent:x):/ Also, thanks to friends that make my 3 days so much more fun.

&

girl, i think you know i am refering to you. Thanks for being such a good friend for the past 2.5 years. Though our current situation is very awkward, but nevertheless, you are still a friend that i care alot for since the day i met you. Also, even though currently, our conversations is very little, you are still my very very good friend(: Maybe is becos I am not well at expressing myself thats why we are caught in such situation.but yea. I still hope you know that,deeply i still love you alot(: xox.

lastly, to you. the next time I see you on the streets, I wont act like how i did the previous few days. We shall smile and say hi to each other...

Cos the feeling is like sucidal.

2010-01-27T01:43:00.001-08:00

Today was almost perfect.

Lazy lessons, No heavy content lessons, No maths, No homework.

But things went all wrong after school ended.

In any case, Im glad that I have Aishah as my lab partner cum my listener cum sister &Jeslynn as my les(shyyyyyyxzxz) cum mother!They make me feel so much more better, especially today.

I will try to step out of my mess.Time people(:

I will wake up from this supposedly dream.

2010-01-26T03:52:00.000-08:00

NFC

Ha. Latest thing thats happening in E1. Cool people. And, everybody in NFC is so funnyyy!Will update more on this thing.

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Cant wait for Superteen.Cos superteen=no lessons.

Im normal,people.

2010-01-25T05:24:00.001-08:00

The message is heartbreaking, but i will get over it.

Cos I dont really want to know what really happen between you and the girl.

Keep them to yourself.

Restless Heart Syndrome

2010-01-25T02:23:00.000-08:00

"my friend once wrote,
about how she wishes she could open up her body and scrape away every little piece of fat.

and it reminds me — of how, oftentimes, my heart hurts so much that i physically feel like ripping it out. and i claw at my chest, just hoping it’ll open up.but i know that if i took it out, i would feel so empty"

-credit: bebita

I just feel like shutting myself out from everyone .No reasons why.

If everything were to start from that time, will there be a chance?

2010-01-24T04:15:00.000-08:00

It sucks to know you.The feeling to only get to know more about you via people make everything more miserable. You are so far away. It seems like i can never reach you...I used to thought that i could if i try my very best, but every little hopes i pin will shattered into pieces that almost cannot be seen,invisible. I guess im that invisible to you...

I thought i was able to stop and i know i ought to. But it seem almost impossible, even for now.

2010-01-23T04:54:00.000-08:00

i
am
feeling
f
up
with
differentiation

Part-time lover.

2010-01-22T18:04:00.000-08:00

Learning Journey

National Museum.

;Me.Boontiang.

;Me.Darren koh.

;Sweden(HAHAHAHA!),cute not!

;Boontiang.Me looking happy with my foood:D

The Ferrari(?). SO SEXAYEEEE!

Sweden with the entry ticket.He claim that is very ps. Like the word paiseh exists in his dictionary la!

Entry ticket.

Darren. Hahahas

Boontiang.Darren.Dulcia.

I like this photo! So cute.

Dulcia.Chingyee.Boontiang.

Boontiang.Me.

Took this in the fashion gallery!

Chingyee<3

me me me w the quite hot looking angmoh:/

Me.Boontiang.

Am so happy when we found the vending machine for snacks!

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Omg, i just finish packing my room. Like seriously pack.

Threw away sec2 tb( idk why am i still keeping em),lots of files,paper, nonsense items.

and the amazing thing is.....

I REARRANGE MY ROOM FURNITURE!

and, im going to Ikea later to get a new study table.cos my dear mommy broke it. hahas, but im glad she broke it though(:

Celebrated my Grandman bdae ytd! Caught up with Aglin and went abit high,everything. Can see that Grandma is very happpppyyyy:D She damn cute luhs, aiyooooo!

Everything everything everything.

2010-01-21T00:40:00.000-08:00

Am quite irritated with teachers this few days.

Got told off for no reason or whatsoever, like ffffff.

So tired with everything that i feel like lying on the bed for the whole day and not moving at all. Pig i know:/ Sleeping before 10.30 ever since school starts, but i swear is not enough at all!

"These days have been crazy. Lyn, Davior and I have been hanging out at my place a lot. Just sitting around, talking and playing wrestling :D This is what I call, life! ^^"

- Cousin Aglin's blog.

" These days have been crazy. I have been hanging out with my geog ,amaths,emaths textbook and ws alot.Just waking up at 6, school, homework, sleep. This is what i call, life for 10months"

- MY thoughts.

Maybe the thought of living life like this for the next 10months is the cause of me feeling so f.

I miss shopping. Badly.

Learning journey photos up very soooooooon.9.50 for a piece of cake? hell no.

intricate patterns/

2010-01-19T04:45:00.001-08:00

Sis trying to fix up her newly bought hello kitty item. Geez, she claim that hk is cuteeee:/ Yucks.

Unfailing love ;8 set make-up brush;newly bought bags from eastpak.

I did all my hw! All cross up(: -proud of myself!-

Cca counsillor shirt(: Hot pink!

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Learning Journey ytd, National Museum.My favourite part got to be where i get to know about the fashion in the past! Bizzare, but i really love those dresses and shoes and bags from then(see below).

Arent they lovelyyyy?! How not to love em!

" The name of the game is 'skin' and you play by daring a bit or daring alot"

;Her World, April 1970

Photos up by next week(?)
Celebrated my granny bdae today! Photos up when i received photos from cousin(:

Am listening to Ring Ding Dong when i update this post(: high-ness.

Saw another backpack from Heeren, i dk how to spell the brand:/ But i really like (x 5678) Prolly going to save $$ to get it. See first cos i dont have so many bodies to carry all my backpack. Really broke after today. Am cashless ttm esp after all the gift voucher etc. have to start bringing food to school to save money!

Things are starting to get better, i hope.

A day to forget about you.

2010-01-17T03:50:00.000-08:00

A day without you flooding my mind..

A bracelet given by the cathechists for the confirmants class. Chio right, why last year i dont have such items! HAHAHAS.

Valeska. Hahas, white black. Aiyo, she love to stalk me:/

She keep messaging to this guy,tsk tsk!

Jonah with his 'cool' pose!:P He is a B-boy btw.

See that guy next to jonah? He is Alvin.Guess his age!

Tsk,so rude. Hahas, he is only 14 btw. Sec 2!

Finally, he relented and let me take a photo of him:D With domanic!(:Same age as me!

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Went to church today.

Was the facilitator for the confirmation class(sec3), taking class 3A.

This batch is damn noisy but quite cute in their way. Hope that they can brighten up my sunday with weird jokes! And that i am able to get along with them, i got to though. Will be with them till end of this year and there is a confirmation camp:D So yea, 3A(:

Had a quick lunch with em. Hahas, Jonah, who is so guilty that he bully me(x treated me. SO rareeeee. aiyo. Met this new guy, Alvin. I think he quite cute lehs. But too bad, too young.

"Sonia keep forcing him to take picture. Then i also joined in... Sonia was like keep asking he got how many ex GF and his first kiss gone? We were like question mark man... I laughed at this sentence sonia had said." aiya why you dont want earlier born out.!!"WOW is damn obvious that Sonia fall in love with Him hahaha.."

quoted from Valeska's blog

hahas. I ask him those qn cos im curious ma. Then that girl anyhow interpret. But he is quite cute la,agree?no? Alvin, i know you are reading la dont shy hor,even though ue keep acting shy! Shy people wont mess other people hair!!!

Dint see anjelica today, pretty upset about it. COS I DINT SEE HER FOR 2 WEEKS, and she is migrating this tuesday. And i cannot send her off cos when she is checking her luggage im still having my stupid geog lesson! Wanted to give her a farewell hug, etc etc. But she dint come)))): Pass her the farewell hug via Jason? Hahahas!

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I will push you out of my mind.even if it means going through shit, i will still push you out.

dreams.

2010-01-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

Isit true?

Cos I dreamt of him last night.The dream was so perfect, so perfect that im so reluctant to wake up and come back to reality.

Cos i know it will never happen in reality. I want you, quite alot..and badly.

everything will be ok!

2010-01-15T20:09:00.000-08:00

Friday.

Mac with nice people!

She is always camera ready!!!

Soooo excited for twister fries!

Ian and ZhiYao.

I always thought that i dont have much to talk to em, especially ZhiYao cos he is always talking about maskrider(spelt this way?) and weird things. But then, HAHAS. am so wrong la.

Nisa and Jeslynn

Aishah.

Got this(:

Chingyee.

Ian. Cute right. I bet he dont know i told Wy and Az that he is cute!LOL!

Hahahs, we all love the monkey-doreamon!

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During h.chinese,my class isnt that quiet actually!

Yingkiat. Aiyo, he nv pose for the camera!

Requested photo by meeeee!Yes, me me me. Lol, cos i say i want to photoshop yk's face and put xxx face. Ahem

Geeeeeez! Look at dulcia! She is giving ian those loving eyes. Aiyoooooooo.

TJH! Hahas, im such a good photographer man! he look so cool over here!! hahahahha

Sweden. act camera shy only!

Ha, he look like a drug addict to me!!!

act pai kia only. tsk!he doesnt look that sick to me luhs.

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Had scouts after that. Kinda pissed off by the sec2s during footdrill.

Wuying and I took one new sec2 to train him for footdrill. o.O, Sense of accomplishment when he did the right thing! (:

Going out to town later with mommy for some fast shopping!

Ohya, i slept for more than 12 hr ytd, feel so good now!

goodbye happiness, i hardly know you.

2010-01-15T05:17:00.003-08:00

I'm not over you because i dont like you anymore.

I'm over you because I've realised that you're never going to want me like i want you.and thats very sad.

all the best with your new girl.

2010-01-13T03:07:00.000-08:00

i wont think about it anymore..

no matter how hard it gonna be.

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time to channel my focus to my studies. MA1 tml:/f tri.

oh, and i dont like the fact that odd week timetable will be change!

If nothing can stop me from trying..

2010-01-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

" i spent em away..without knowing"

the hurt inflicted on me, i dont think they can be easily erased. no, you are not yet forgotten, you are still somewhere in my mind.hopeless i knw, but is really hard.

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after hours of figuring out how does iTunes work, i finally manage to dl songs and pictures into my iPod.

Lost the no of times i feel so down since week2 (for god's sake, is only tues)start. little things make me upset and feel like as if i have reach the bottom pit of my life. am not concentrating in whatever i do, staring blankly and laughing at what supposed seems to be a joke. idk, i feel that i need to laugh so that i wont break down. and what really fustrates me is that idk why am i feeling this way. is not PMS, i swear.

screwing up everything

2010-01-11T04:05:00.000-08:00

no.

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I hope people is able to understand what i am saying and the true meaning behind those sentences.

A2 for Chi O, idk whether do you consider an A2 good. But im definately pleased with it already. So stop rubbing in and tell me that A2 is not good. I wont get angry,just very upset. Yea.

I hope that the class photo tomorrow is push forward to 2 so that i can get my Ipod after school.

Ha, am really sick. Lol, running a temp. Better get well by tml(:

To think i tot today will be a fantastic day, but no is total opposite.

Geez, stop asking me who is the cool guy. Will tell you if i feel like it, PLUS,

i just find him COOL luhs

-

2010-01-10T20:33:00.000-08:00

in the com lab now.

Oo. happy with my result.

super tired now.

chem up next.

boring post i know.

tday is very boring to me too.

Maybe 2 is better than 1.

2010-01-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

Study date with wuying.

Like her new bangs, very cute.

LOL! I bet she is very happy when she see this:/

Me: Wuying, take some photos of us doing hw! As evidence!

I swear i only spend less than 10mins in all of the photos:D

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Gng to continue with my eng essay and geog hw:/

2010-01-09T05:03:00.001-08:00

I wanted to start on my chinese hw.

But the topic sucks like shit.

I cant relate my life to a song-.-

Yes, im not creative.Sh!

H.A.H.A

2010-01-09T01:55:00.000-08:00

Pictures taken tday.

Weird i know.

And , i am super short la.

They have to bend to accomodate my height.

TSK!

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Parade was ok to me, at least my beret dint fly off-.-

Yes. Im happy today(: LOL!

Church tml (: and hw now:/

2010-01-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

OMG, i saw this guy in my school, and he is very nice to look at.

I dk whether you get my meaning or not.

but he definately look very cool.

HAHAHS!

I still claim i dont know you, even though i do.

2010-01-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

It sucks

to realise

that i feel

uneasy

whenever i

see you ,

and it even

sucks to

know that

i like to see

you.

seeing you, makes me happy

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Geez. school is so far soooo goooood!

Staying back lately for parade rehearsals. And yes, i am in the parade.

Please dont give that omg or whatever face.

Ha.Ha.Ha.

Like my new classroom and new teachers.

But geog is getting on to my nerves. Srsly.

& i knw it is not the right time to get annoyed with that subject.

Ohyea, please turn to p17 of your sec4 SS tb.

and mg, did you see that super hot guy. Not Bush(obviously), but the France army guy.

DAMN HOT OK!!!!! I like ss. Ha.

Woven.

2010-01-03T02:40:00.001-08:00

I mean it.

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I just realised the pencil box that i got for myself is too small, and it cant hide my phone if i wana SMS in lesson. Geeeeez.

Tml is the start of my battle. Prepared everything except my hw(s).

Left with all Geog, all Phy, all Chinese. GG

2010-01-02T05:15:00.000-08:00

kayxzxzxzx

know i need to do my holiday hw instead of doodling on my new tb-.-

2010-01-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday(:

I hope I manage to post this post up by 12am.

Hey dear, even though we only strike a conversation this year after knowing each other for so long but I bet you never know I admire and (srsly) like your attitude!

Is your sweet 16 and please enjoy every moment. Cos on this day, you will be the princess and everyone shall give in to you! Hahas, even me ok. I will give you my ang moh(if i got one-.-) also! Though you will see'em till you are sick of em after you migrate to Perth..

Anyway, I really wish you all the best in your future ok! Please do come back to Singapore to visit us when you got the time ok, and of course, MUST CONTACT US(: I will miss you though, Hahas!

2010-01-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

Crap. I always thought only people who are mad will post photos of shoes they want.

And now, im one also?
the moment i enter the site and saw the photo, bitch, i stop breathing for that few seconds and stare at them in awe.

Anyway, i always have a thing for very high heels cos of uhm, my height. Yea, pathetic i know.

IS NOT MY FAULT IM STUCK AT !%$ .

I gotta a feeling, that tonight gonna be a good night.

2010-01-01T03:38:00.000-08:00

DONT YA LOVE THAT PAIR OF HEELS?!

Yes, i know it may look freaking high to you, but after you wore it and walk , it doesnt feel that high at all. I mean it! It was love at first sight after trying em out. So going to get it or something similar(love the height especially!) for my CNY shoes, HAHAS. YOU CAN GET EM FOR ME TOO! IM TOPSHOP SIZE 5/6! C&K 37! LOL

I. SRSLY. LOVE. THOSE. ACCESSORIES

(ESP e RIBBON and the cuteness of it is worth 5bucks which is quite cheap compare to other head piece found at f21!).

& yes, I dare to wear out if you are wondering

Prettaye?

From XW(:

She always give that face when i wan2 take photo with her.

GEEZ!

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The rest tomorrow.

I need to continue my war with Polynomials.

I just finish a war with Logarithms and I swear I feel like a dead person now.

Quick Update for tday:

Went out with my mom, sis and granny to celebrate 2010. Brunch at Billy Bombers.

It doesnt feel like a celebration to me ok, i was mourning that is 2010-.-

Tried on the cosmectics bought from MAC,

and i love it.

Unlike the previous brand i use(ie Za,Loreal-ps, not that is not good just dint meet what i expect), just by the liquid foundation itself, it covers up all my blemishes, dark eye rings. Which i really like, cos i dont need to spam concealer under my eye rings!Also, it spreads and blend well with my face colour. And the make up lasts the whole day, it dint melt at all. When i reach home, it was still there, in perfect state. And unlike the previous few, the loose powder don feel very powdery.

The only con that i could think of now is that the foundation smell is quite strong and take quite a while to go off and!

I gotta a feeling

That tonight gonna be a good night

That tonight gonna be a good good night.

2009-12-31T10:56:00.000-08:00

TO SAVE 150 BUCKS BY FEB

need it badly for my MAC items.

just finish chatting with one of the make up artists from MAC now.

going to skip my recess and eat cheap food from now!

tsk.

Even if the sky is falling down, down down!

2009-12-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

I think Royce is a sexayeee name for a guy(:

E.( I am so going to go back to get this headband ok, dint know why i dint bought it!)

Stay tuned(HAHAHS) for more crazy(and cute!!jk) and mad pics of us XD

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And, I have decided on M.A.C liquid foundation!Actually i wanted to try Shu Uemura cos my sis got the membership card = discount = save money(cos poor students like us got to save!!i think im very poor after today..)=MAIN THING! Anywayyyys,i opted for the more natural coverage: Studio Fix Fluid

Got some of their products today, even though i overspent for the supposedly budget.But i think is quite worth it, cos after i reach home, i tried it, the coverage is very well and very natural but there is alot of reviews that it gives breakouts, so i shall see before i really raves about it!

Shit..i just realise i need to buy the Prep + Prime Translucent Powder -.- No wonder i walk out feeling wrong with the items that i got today. I got a long list to buy, but i shall not worry about them first, shall worry about my stupid hw and my hungry stomach now-.-

IM FEELING VERY HIGH NOWWW!

Baby are you down down down down down.

Down down.

Even if the sky is falling down.

Down down.

Ooooooh.

2009, byeee!

2009-12-31T05:07:00.000-08:00

Yea, im going to a reflection for 2009 before it hits 12..my first time reflecting a year.And before i start, i think this post (or rather all my posts) will have alot of grammar mistakes. So if you are some pro english people, keep ur comments to yourself..

2009 is super eventful for me, in terms of school, friends,church, relationship and whatsoever you can list out..

Family.

Hmmmm, PRETTY GOOOD. I must say i love my family more than last year. Cos, this year was the year i get to have a better understanding towards the imporatance of kinship. My mommy , sister and granny are very tolerant towards me. Especially with my i-must-get-what-i-want-or-you-will-get-it attitude. Hahas. My mommy and granny brings me out for shopping sprees quite frequent(even though my mommy will kind of regret after that-.-).& for my daddy, even though he is always at indonesia due to his company, but he never really neglected this family.

Lastly, i would like to say, they really love me unconditionally.

(no pics with my cute grann:/)

Friends

This year, i wont dare say that i maintain a very good relation with my friends, be it close or just hi-bye..but it was way better than the last 2 years whereby there is alot of conflicts:/ even though, this year there were alot of tension between me and chingyee but but, im glad that the tension between us had already ease somehow. and also, because of such minor hiccups in our friendship, i really did reflection into how i usually treat my friends etc etc. kinda pathetic i must say, i always take 'em for granted. SO.. SORRY GOH CHINGYEE, you know i still love you alot even though ahem, im not the first in your heart! Hahas. Not only that, i also know what does true friendship means. "true friendship is when silence between 2 are still comfortable and when on truly accept each other flaws" so, ELORA, even though were quiet in the mrt today, but im comfortable with your presence! Also, this year i met with some stupid problems, HAHAS, and XIAOWEN was right there to help me and yes dear, i really appreciate whatever you did. Plus, i finally know who are those that treat me for who i am and not just using me whenever they need me. this year, i met alot of new friends , from my new class/church(& some ministry) etc . New friends that i met in my class that clicks quite well with , ie JESLYNN,AISHAH, QIAOFEN etc.and I MET ALOT (SRSLY) OF NEW FRIENDS IN SFA THIS YEAR. If i were to list out , i think it will take me quite long,geez. So some of em that i talk more with are VALESKA, CHRISTINA, JASON, JONAH, ADRIAN,ANJELICA(this girl is mirating to perth early next year!!!).as for falling out with, yes, they are one or more, but i believe next year will be on better terms with them and i srsly hope so:D

Church

IM CONFIRMED

& im glad im confirm not because of my name please, im not that realistic.even though i did thought of that when i attend sunday classes(in the begining).HAHAS.But after or rather a few months before confirmation, im happy not because of the CHLOE but cos im finally, the soldier of God.

I serve in the warden ministry and will still be serving .I get to know God so much more better and enjoy sunday class even more though there isnt anymore now.And, the new friends in church make my life so much more better!

School.

New class=new classmates!

And i must say that this class of mine is rather quite different for the past classes i had(from pri school). I always got a very noisy class, not that the current one is quiet but they are noisy in a unique way.And, they are quite sweet and very very very very nice. The fact that i received quite a number of birthday msges from 'em even though i didnt really expect one from em, they are always there to lend you a listening ear(mostly). push you to study ,motivate you, make you laugh. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY , make my sec 3 life much more better other than the boring lessons we had:D

as for studies, just hope that 2010 i can focus and really study:D

Relationship.

Im quite hesistant to write this part, cos this blog is readable by my cousins. But i guess is time to open up. After 19 months , i decided to take a break and wont rush into it anymore. Unless i am really desperate which i dont think i would ever be.

Myself.

I think i change alot. In terms of height( I GOT GROW TALL OK, like 3 cm-.-?), weight(fluctuating like mad,geeeeeeeezzzz), appearance, attitude, etc. But changing is good right, at least i hope so.

lastly, for 2010 even though it can turn out to be very horrible due to the that stuppid BIG O there or very very good cos is finally the end of secondary life. I just hope that be it good or bad, i will enjoy every moment. and that treasure my last year in FHSS.

So before the clock strike 12(around 2 mins more-based on the tv), HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I will love you even if i dono who you are.

Life is not about hw but FUN

2009-12-30T08:00:00.000-08:00

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3 more days to school reopen, and 2 more days to allow me to finish 3 geog paper, chem tys, phy tys, 2 phy ws, 3 chinese journal, 3 ace learning , 1 geog ws, 1 geog proj,1 history essay(i lost my hist tb!) geez.

And i was still thinking of going to sentosa.

Me: Chingyee, wan2 go sentosa

(some other sentences in btwn)

Chingyee: Cannot la. I need to stay at home to do HW.

Me: I lazy touch(hw) le.

LOL. I srsly need to ask my mom to sit in front of me to make sure i do my homework. If not, i should be like Chingyee and stop thinking about the fun times in life. Geez

ROFL.

and, im still looking at tutorials on beauty products-.- still contemplating between MAC liquid foundation or Revlon Colourstay Liq Foundation!

Sheesh,i need to work on my body clock now cos is totally screwed up): Meeting girlies tomorrow!

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2009-12-29T04:57:00.000-08:00

Out with les

Her tshirt cost 300+ -.-

Out with CY tday(29/12)

we bought 3 sticks of fishball from 一串串, but is not spicy at all!

hardly any photos cos vivo was super crowded today!! LOTSA SALES.Got a few basics for next year(: & thrs diva sales = i like alot.But i still want to shop more before next year comes,2010 is a bitch year till november!

walk till our legs cant take it):

Bought my school bag from from Spin the Bottle already, not the red one that i like though. Anyway, my mom say is very small>< ): geez. and I like the NUM Florida bag in red, tsk.

Meeting up with X and E on thurs, FINALLLLLLYYY!!!!(xxxxxxx) Cant wait to meet 'em and the xmas gift exchange( i knw is a tad lates :/) but nevertheless!

Is so beautiful.

2009-12-28T05:54:00.000-08:00

Melaka trip ( day 2)

Breakfast - Bah kuh teh

BBG

Chendol after breakfast. I dint finish it cos i dont really fancy chendol:/

after long hours(esp for mee:/) in the salon, our new hair.

mine wasnt that obvious in terms of the new hair cut, mine was pouring different types of chemicals onto my hair to fix it.my sis's fringe was the MAIN difference - Bangsxzxz, and she looks so much more younger:)

dinner at Portugal settlement!(main highlight of the day puhleasssseee)

2 of the dishes that i managed to get a shot of; otah and butter prawn(my favourite among all:x)

during the dinner, the portuguese people that stay in the settlement came around to the restaurant that we dine in. Atmosphere for Xmas was plus plus(: & thats not all ....

cos look at the house decoration . Mad awesome or what! And is THEIR own house, not on the streets. The xmas atmosphere was brought up immediately the moment you drive into the settlement ok!! & in case you are wondering why they celebrate xmas so uhm..enthusiastically thats becos they are Catholics(?)

Day 3

Mainly shopping

Decor at the hotel lobby.

Hotel lobby-Chior from St Francis of Xavier

Dinner- Satay celup

After a long day of shopping ... we went for foot massage = SHIOK TTM

shopping=no photos:)

Lunch @ Jonker walk. And the chicken rice ball from this stall is so much MUCH MUCH tastier as compared to the one we had for the first day:D

Ryan playing the pop pop thing:D

Day 4(last day)

Last minute shopping and checking out:D

No of shoes bought..:o

HAHAS, Look at the no of luggages we(4 people) brought-.-

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I took 2 days to complete this post-'-

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2009-12-27T04:29:00.000-08:00

"sometimes, i wish i had the answer to every question face in my life. sometimes, i wish i had the solution to every problem face in my life. yet i know this is impossible, for every problem that i face, was a test from Him for he believes that i can overcome and solve it.

This was His way of showing his confidence and love for me, i supposed. "

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so tiring , attending my cousin's wake these days. even after today cremation, everything still feel unreal. his death..was probably a painful one.

i remembered how my sister broke the news to me, early in the morning on xmas eve..and i still thought she was joking with me cos he is very young.-.-

i saw the power of love and friendship during the wake.still, the thought of lil Jayden w/o a father..breaks my heart especially when he called for 'papa'.

the whole procession in the crematorioum keeps coming back to me every few minutes or so. really want to rant out how life is so fragile and unpredictable, unfair and everything. but i guess is pointless. at least we believed & knows that he had gone to Him (:

Bye.